What inspired you to write My Clearest Me?
Hello, everyone! It’s great being here. As to what inspired me: My childhood, a cousin’s what-might-have-been (see Question 4), and a child’s voice-finger tapping at my guts. Funny thing is, I didn’t set out to write My Clearest Me. The original story began with a boy dreaming an alphabetical sequence of odd folks and creatures. There were going to be funny rhymes and fiery illustrations. There was going to be a circus in his dreams! But something just didn’t click. Must have been the strict reader in me whispering, “This isn’t very good. It’s fun, perhaps. But it doesn’t mean much.” I gave the manuscript a rest and thought about the boy, the supposed hero in the story who sleeps his way through and does nothing. He reminded me of a particular cousin. Months later, he spoke. Silently. His voice tickled my guts like a finger tapping faintly on it. He’d probably tapped in morse code, because the next thing I thought about was giving the boy his own adventure. Of course! Wynn wanted his own adventure. Why dream about something when one could be part of it for real? He didn’t have to tell me he was shy, too. I knew it. A shy and quiet child. Big dreams. Something I’d wanted for myself when I was a kid. My experience being an introvert (with a frail self-esteem) is, I had often felt awkward; I tried to fit in; I sometimes raised a ruckus so people would notice me then sort of felt awkward again for that. I’ve come to understand and like myself a lot better as a more-confident introvert but it didn’t occur to me to write about this until … well, until Wynn’s voice-finger began tapping at my guts.
How long did it take you to write the book?
Slightly more than a year. Of course, the first eight months were spent on the dream-sequence storyline, which didn’t work out in the end.
What are some of your favorite books from childhood? Were there any specific authors who inspired you?
Wynn is loosely based on a very quiet cousin. He’s a kind and at-times funny teen now, but he doesn’t go after what he wants. His introverted nature wasn’t given enough credit or support when he was much younger, so he grows up passive. Wynn is the child I wish my cousin and I had been. (Luckily it’s not too late for either of us to be Wynn.)
Sarah sent an email to CarryUsOff Books (my small press) asking for projects and showed me her portfolio. I was working on My Clearest Me then and things just fell into place!
Ooh, great question! My clearest me is calm. She brushes all anxieties aside and slows things in her head down. She likes honesty. She tries to be kind and compassionate, though her temper may be short sometimes. She is learning to be more patient. She watches. She listens. She shuts down and doesn’t speak when she feels her clearest self slipping away. She wishes to glow from within than glitter without. She reminds herself to be kinder to self, and to encourage her students and be supportive of her friends and family. She worries she isn’t doing her best in everything. She wants to work a little harder in writing. Just a little harder everyday.
How green trees are invincibly lovely when rain falls on them.
Where can we purchase a copy of My Clearest Me?
☞ iTunes/ iPad/ iPod Touch/ iPhone ☞ Kindle ☞ Nook ☞ Sony ☞ Kobo
Thank you so much for having me! Talking about favorite books and authors can get me going on and on, and the bit on things we enjoy but have no understanding of made me smile for a long time. It’s been thought-provoking fun, especially the question on my clearest me!
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That book sounds so cute and what a lovely interview :)
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Hi Megan, Thanks! We truly enjoyed My Clearest Me and getting the chance to interview Gueh Yanting, Claudine was wonderful. ~ F
DeleteThank you, Megan! (It's a great honour to be interviewed on this most delightful blog. :) )
ReplyDeleteClaudine, I love visiting your blog so it was nice finding out more about you.
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Aww ... thanks, Barbara. I love visiting yours, too.
DeleteHi Barbara! Great to hear from you! Thanks or stopping by : ) ~ F
DeleteNice to meet you Gueh. You've shown us how important it is to let a story sit by itself and breathe. We never know what it will "whisper" to us.
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DeleteVery nice to meet you, too, Leslie. 'sit by itself and breathe' ~ I really enjoyed how you put it. Thank you for dropping by!
DeleteLovely interview, Claudine. It was such a treat to catch that glimpse of you through the "my clearest me" question. And of course, I always love hearing the story behind the story ;)
ReplyDeleteinluvwithwords- Claudine is such a fabulous person. It was such a treat to interview her! Thanks for stopping by! ~Jess
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DeleteRuth, I hadn't really sat down to think about my clearest me until Jess asked that question. (I did play with it in my head previously, just didn't sit and write the answers down.) It's strange-in-a-nice-way to 'see' myself in those words. Thanks for your sweet comment!
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Sounds like a lovely book :)
ReplyDeleteHi Rachel- My Clearest Me is so wonderful! Thanks for stopping by. :) ~F
DeleteThank you, Rachel. :) (It's wonderful meeting new bloggers here!)
DeleteTerrific interview! I love "My Clearest Me". It is such a sweet book!
ReplyDeleteThanks, Martha! I adore this book! :) ~F
DeleteMartha, thanks for stopping by and reading! What a great morning (night over on your side) this is.
DeleteGreat interview, Claudine! You have such a great grasp of words...very descriptive and honest. You have a wonderful future ahead of you. Keep it up!!
ReplyDeleteI agree, Barry! Claudine has a way with words! Thanks for stopping by! ~F
DeleteBarry, how very kind of you ~ thanks! (F, Barry is one of my first & most motivating author/blogger friends and he's been this encouraging ever since we met.)
DeleteWhat a gentle, honest, straight-forward, yet magical interview. I love learning more about you dear, kindred spirit.
ReplyDeleteThank you for your sweet words, ChaiLicious (loved the name). :)
DeleteShe is such a fun author. Thanks for this wonderful interview.
ReplyDeleteThank you, Donna. (I don't remember having been called 'fun' ever, so this is encouraging. :)) Thanks for coming by, reading & leaving a comment!
DeleteGood to know a little bit more about Claudine, I've enjoyed my visit to your site as well.
ReplyDeleteThanks for dropping by, Petty. Great hearing from you!
DeleteHi Petty- Claudine is so interesting! Thanks for stopping by. So glad you enjoyed this site. I just got back from visiting your site. :)
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What a wonderful story, how does your cousin feel about the book? I am left thinking, what is my clearest me. I am a mixed bag and no one place is the clearest me (something I need to think about and want to, how interesting). I am always in awe when the universe brings the pieces of a story together - you and Sarah.
ReplyDeleteBrenda, he doesn't know about the book! (I'll tell him in few more years when he's ready to take things in.) You are a mixed bag of wonderful (sometimes complex, and isn't that a great thing) stuff. Thanks for dropping by, dearie.
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